Friday, November 06, 2009

Imogen Heap - Half Life

I've posted this before, but it deserves repeating. A very good song from Imogen Heap's recent "Ellipse" album, called "Half Life". There's a lot to discover here, and even the variable use of reverb on the piano as the song progresses adds a new dimension.

Pretty much the entire album is very good, but this is one of the stand-outs.



Lyrics:
I knew that I'd get like this again
That's why I try to keep at bay
Be a hundred percent when I'm with you and then
The perfect heart's length away

The stickler is you've played not one beat wrong
You never promised me anything
Even sat me down and warned me just how they fall
I knew the odds were I'd never win

Yet here I am

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

My self-worth measured in text back tempo
It's been two days and 8 minutes too slow
Well there may well be others but I still like to pretend
That I'm the one you really want to grow old with

Got a schedule to stick to, got a world to keep sweet
You're so much to everyone all the time
Will you ever slow down? Will I ever come first?
The universe contracts to sigh

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

Hold me
Darling, please

Hold me
Darling, please

You know you'll never be lonely, no you'll always be loved
And maybe you never need more than that
But for the surplus that loves, what's to become of us?
Does it even register on your conscience?

Long for one last showdown from a box in a crowd
Air compressed tight to explode
I'm clenching my ticket to the only way out
As you disappear in a puff of smoke

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life
Lyrically, it's like the counter-part to John Mayer's "Man On The Side":

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Additional comments on local shopping at independent stores in Georgetown

In addition to my previous post, I am all for supporting local businesses if all things are equal, but not if local businesses exploit the do-gooding nature of residents by overcharging and offering inferior products to those of cheaper retailers that may not be local and instead put their money into "buy local" campaigns.

The music store I mentioned in my previous post is a local store, but I did not buy my own music book from them because it was not only unavailable and would have to have been ordered in with a wait time in terms of weeks, but it was also more expensive than the one that was imminently available on Amazon and didn't include the accompanying CD that the latter's copy did include, despite the local store being more expensive.

They could not even sell me my instrument: I told them the exact instrument that I was looking for -- and it was of a brand name that is carried in their store. Their reply was simply that they didn't have it and they couldn't order it in for me (I was told the latter before even having a chance to ask). They didn't offer any additional explanation or option. I therefore bought it in Mississauga from a chain music store that also did not carry it, but was willing to order it in. The local store could not even sell me a MIDI cable when I asked about those, despite the keyboards they are bothered to carry having MIDI options. As a result, I don't even consider them an option anymore.

Most of my shopping experiences for non-commodity items from other local stores have been fraught with similar complications -- stereo systems, bicycles; even childrens' books.

In the case of childrens' books, I once went to the childrens' bookstore in downtown Georgetown looking for Christmas gifts and picked out a few books. I inquired in the store as to what age range the books I'd chosen were suitable for, to make sure that I hadn't over-reached. The woman behind the counter responded with a completely irrelevant yardstick -- that her son was of a certain age and had read all of them but that they would probably be suitable for the age I was looking for -- an age older than her son. This was an admittedly isolated incident -- I have since returned to the store and been helped in a much better manner -- but chain stores seem much more reliable and you may not even have to ask because they do far more to equip you to help yourself where possible. That is one of the ways in which they are able to lower their prices. Doing otherwise is akin to my experience in university residence, where I was forbidden to change my own lightbulb because there was a union contract for such work. I had to fill out a work order and wait for it to be changed. When it was changed while I was out at classes, my dorm room door was then left partially open and unlocked after the work was done.

And when I bought my bicycle in town, the owner didn't have the bike I was looking for but was quite helpful and willing to order it in. When it arrived a few weeks later and I went to pick it up, I witnessed him treating a customer in a very rude manner. Of course, I don't know the whole pre-text but there seems to have been no excuse for such treatment. The customer had apparently taken a bike in for a repair estimate and then decided not to go ahead with the repair for some reason. No rudeness had apparently been involved on the part of the customer. While both I and the customer and his young son were waiting to be attended to and the customer was looking at bike helmets while he waited for his bike to be returned from the back room, the man (who seemed to be the store owner) shouted to another employee across the small store to go and help the man and his son with the bike helmets in case they scratched them. There was no obvious cause for concern. I did buy my bike from him because that was my purpose for being in the store -- to pick up the bike, for which I had left a deposit -- but I will never go back.

At the stereo store, I was undersold. Despite my obvious interest in a high-quality system and having made no mention of the price I was willing to pay, in the end I was sold something less than what I had wanted to buy. There also seemed to be an inherent misunderstanding on the part of the salespeople -- that the price of speakers was somehow correlated with the size of the room they were to be installed in and that a small room demanded cheaper speakers, despite two differently-priced pairs having the same capacity to handle power. This was one rare occasion when I thought that a local store would be a better choice than somewhere like Future Shop because I was looking for some genuine advice. In this case, Future Shop would have been worse, but if I had gone there then I would have anticipated that and gone in knowing exactly what I wanted. And, of course, the return policy of the local store is almost non-existent whereas it would have been generous at the chain store.

To summarize my experience: if you know what you want and it's not a commodity, they can't help you because they probably don't have it and if you don't know what you want and try to let them help you then you will end up with something that is inferior to what you had in mind. If you know what you want and they have it on the shelf, however, they have no problem selling it to you at a higher price than you'd pay for it at a non-local or chain store.
There are some grand exceptions. I have always found Young's Pharmacy to be helpful. McMaster's Deli and Foodstuffs are also very good. They sell things that are unique in town, yet at a reasonable price. And there are undoubtedly many more that I haven't yet visited.

Based on anecdotal evidence, I also suspect that the local market for services is better and I have made no judgement about that. I will test that theory at some point.

Frank Furedi on the crisis of adult authority, with implications for our crisis of education

Regarding the crisis of adult authority, British sociology professor Frank Furedi, as usual, has a lot to say and is usually right.

'All the big debates about pedagogy – how children learn to read, whether English literature is superior to media studies, whether history teachers should focus on the Napoleonic wars or the Holocaust – all these are really secondary issues’, says Furedi. [...] Today, we have an inability to give meaning to education because we struggle to give meaning to adulthood.

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The struggle to give meaning to adulthood is expressed in a number of familiar ways. From parents struggling to know how to tell a two-year-old to behave to teachers feeling threatened by ‘violent’ four-year-olds and politicians threatening parents of truanting teenagers with jail, discipline is one area of life that used to be taken for granted but has now become an endless source of conflict and anxiety.

A related trend is that which Furedi terms ‘socialisation in reverse’. Socialisation, he notes, ‘is the process through which children are prepared for the world ahead of them’. [...] Today, however, this intergenerational responsibility is being usurped by a new breed of professionals, so-called experts ‘who transmit values by directly targeting children’. Parents will be only too aware of the way that children now come home armed with advice for their parents about how to eat healthily and recycle their rubbish correctly.

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One result of the devaluation of adult authority is that ‘the proper relationship between education and society has been turned upside down’, and ‘education is used as the site where the unresolved issues of public life can be pursued’. As adults are infantilised and children are treated as mini-grown-ups whose voice must be expressed and heard on every matter from the content of the curriculum to the attributes of their teachers, education becomes viewed as a place where political debates can and should take place.
It's been awhile since I've read one of his books but I am about due for another visit, I think. He is becoming a fine successor to Neil Postman, now that the latter is no longer with us.

In these times of non-violent coercion that we presumably picked up from our participation in the Cold War -- where political and social pressure is used in an organized and concerted way in lieu of physical force -- public education is in some ways becoming a racket in that it occasionally exhibits a violation of the public trust and an illicit misuse of education where the child is used as the violent social weapon of strongly implied but ostensibly optional enforcement.

I was sitting in the waiting room of a music store a couple of weeks ago and overheard a young girl quietly chastising her Dad for not buying her music book from the store where she also did her lessons. "But if you buy it here then [the store] will get the money," she said. "So you have to buy it here, OK?". You could hear the wife in her voice. It was calm and collected with a strong insinuation that you'd not be spoken to for a long time if you didn't act appropriately. The Dad stood there in near silence, seemingly unsure of how to handle the situation. He made a few uncertain comments about the books at the store being expensive and in bad physical condition.

It makes me wonder if children are also being told in school that they have to support local businesses. Is the Chamber of Commerce giving talks in elementary school now? I don't really know. But, she was not of an age where she would have reached this conclusion herself.

The child, however, likely does not comprehend such detail. I have written at greater length and with more detail about this problem of child indoctrination by the public school system in the past.

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Forget what I said about Tori Amos and "Midwinter Graces"

Forget what I said about not buying this album. I have had a chance to preview it and it is actually very good and I will be buying it.

I was also wrong about it sounding as if it came from the same session as "Abnormally Attracted To Sin". I had only heard a very brief preview before, but having heard it in greater length it sounds quite different: the piano is back in front in a few songs, and there are a few of those piano textures that stick in my mind long after I've finished listening to the song. There is nothing raunchy here and it is quite a warm-sounding album.

But despite efforts to make it appear otherwise, it is clearly a Christmas album, though mostly an agnostic one. One thing I appreciate most about it is that she messes with some of the familiar twists and turns of the traditional Christmas songs that are included. This prevents it from being predictable and also from becoming quickly annoying. For this reason, you would be able to hear elevator Christmas music in discount department stores all season and still be able to come home and listen to this album.

She also adds some original songs that don't break at all with the character of the traditional songs. It's a very even album and uncharacteristically restrained -- she does not normally select songs so carefully. This also makes it a rather short album in comparison to most of her recent work.

If I had to compare it to her previous albums, I'd say it has the most in common with "Scarlet's Walk".

So, it comes out on November 10 and if you have any interest in her work then you should probably buy it.

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Mid-series comments about "Jimmy's Food Factory"

Not long ago, I posted regarding my interest in the new British series, "Jimmy's Food Factory".

I have since seen a couple of episodes and I find it quite refreshing. In contrast to many other food-oriented documentaries, there is a noticeable absence of preaching and moralizing. Even though I am heavily skeptical of the health of industrial food products -- regardless of what the nutrition label says -- I still find the leading style used in many food documentaries to be distracting and tiresome. To be honest, I had expected preaching and hoped to be able to overlook it in the way I overlook most website banner advertising. Instead, I found a good attempt at presenting the facts, with very little (if any) browbeating thrown in.

For that reason alone, it is a refreshing addition to the genre. It simply presents the industrial processes used to produce many common industrial food products and leaves you to come to your own conclusions with very little leading, few ominous sound effects, and no heavy-handed implications.

Very good series, so far.

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A selected walking tour of Georgetown, from a walker's perspective

In contrast with my previous post, I want to describe the suburban environment that accompanies my walks. I will write specifically about my corner of Georgetown, Ontario. This is important because I think it is one of the reasons that walking is unappealing at a subconscious level, though I think it applies in some parts of town more than others.

Georgetown is roughly divided into the older North and the newer South. I have little experience walking in the South, but from my car travels through it, I assess it to be a thoroughly unpleasant habitat for walking. There is very little visual variety. Most if not all of the houses look the same because they are of the same archetype, built by the same builder, and most are hidden behind up-front garages. So, even if they claim to be different "models" that by code can't be placed within 3 houses of other identical "models", the lower level of detail is lost because the abstract is the same and this overrides everything else in terms of the impression you are left with. There is a lot of asphalt and concrete in these neighbourhoods because this is the model on which Georgetown South is built: drive-in houses fed by asphalt roads where the only place for kids to play safely is on the concrete sidewalk.

The trees are token gestures that may never grow to mature size and nature band-aids are everywhere, as if they make up for the terrible layout. If you look at Oakville's Glen Abbey, you can see how these places will look in 20 years' time: the accents will have faded, the vegetation won't out-scale the poor scale of the buildings, and the asphalt and concrete will suffer from poor maintenance because there are so few houses to provide so little property tax to pay for so much maintenance. Aside from this, there was never any serious intention that you would see these places from the perceptive perspective of a pedestrian, but rather from the standpoint of someone travelling 50km/h in an automobile.

The contrast with somewhere like Georgetown's King St. is significant. In some places, towering trees arc over the sidewalks and make it an overall pleasant place to walk, although this is only sporadic. There is some unfortunate rental conversion on the street, where cheap buildings have been put up, or haphazard "improvements" have been made with income generation as the main consideration. I live next to one such house myself, where an ugly wooden staircase has been bolted to the outside of the house so that the upstairs and downstairs can house different tenants. But all of the houses are different. Some are large, some are small. Some are clad with brick and others with siding of different composition and widths. Some houses have Victorian flourishes. Some have modest front steps and others have grand porches but there are no midget porches that are de-facto for decoration only because they are not of a scale that makes them comfortable to sit in, as you see in the newer developments. Some buildings that look as if they used to be corner stores have been converted into rental housing -- there is no commercial property remaining, perhaps because of the more recent style of zoning that makes it illegal to put shops near houses. It is a street in transition to somewhere worse, I think, but it has had a chance to "cook" and find its place. It has character.

But, overall, the outdoor landscape in urban Georgetown is bleak wherever anyone born in the last 60 years has had anything to say about it. The downtown area is of traditional design and is a pleasure to walk through but, as is common with many towns these days, it is preserved in a cocoon -- as if it was a thing of the past and we couldn't imagine a way to reconstruct something so nice in the present day. I'm not sure why this is done. If we like downtowns and their human scale so much, why can't we build more like it? Why do we "ooh" and "aah" over downtown and then give permission to put up acres of space junk like what passes for housing and "community" in Georgetown South? Because the fire truck can't do a donut in the middle of it?

It is unfair to restrict criticism to Georgetown South, though. Highway 7 is in the North, is unfriendly to pedestrians, and is filled to the brim with strip malls with in-front parking holding the most miscellaneous things -- pizza joints, fry pits, submarine sandwich shops, tattoo parlours and "adult" boutiques (in contrast to their name, aren't they quite childish?), the occasional ugly, flat-roofed apartment building, and the odd refugee building from the past which for some reason wasn't demolished and has been "preserved" and inhabited by a modern business (again, the assumption is that if it was knocked down, there would necessarily be crap put in its place and that we couldn't control ourselves into putting a nice building there).

There is also the old Dominion Seed House land in the North, and what has been done there is also somewhat of a travesty. This development bumps right up against Mountainview Rd, separated from Mountainview's sidewalk by an iron fence, a thin landing strip of grass, parking spaces, a road, and an assault of vacuum-packed houses. The houses are virtually on Mountainview itself but the strange appearance of it makes you think that there must have been some rule preventing them from facing directly onto Mountainview, so they put another road in between and gave it a different name. Some of the driveways on these houses are comically too short for what pass for automobiles these days, and the front nose or back bumper of the cars stick out into the roadway -- sometimes by a considerable amount.

When you walk through this neighbourhood, the houses are packed so close together and look so similar that the attempts by residents to differentiate their patch look kind of sad: many have turned their small patch of grass in front of the doors into horticultural experimentation areas with no over-arching sense of integration or common sensibility whatsoever. Walking past the side of one backyard, I noticed that the entire yard had been mulched over with wood bark mulch. On top of this, all of the garages have the electrical and/or gas meters on the front of the houses at eye level and in plain sight. With so many houses close together, it almost looks like a concentration camp type of effiency, where the goal above all else is for you to be "processed" as quickly as possible by pedestrian meter readers. With the close proximity of the houses and the fact that the parking is all private and all in front of the houses, the main thing you notice looking down the street -- even when the vegetation is in full bloom -- is the cars themselves, making it look like an abandoned scrap yard where seeds have fallen through the cracks between the cars and trees have sprouted amongst the rubble. Combined with the experimental and chaotic nature of the "front-yard" vegetation -- some have grass, some have mulch, some are giving the "native plants" thing a go -- it looks almost like a posh trailer park and could hardly look worse if you astroturfed the whole lot and put down some false plastic flowers.

So, this is a partial perspective of a walker of reasonable pace through Georgetown. Over time, it has made me more and more convinced that these places are not meant to appeal to pedestrians at all. They are meant to appeal to the property owners themselves first, and drivers travelling past them at considerable speed second. And when I say that they are designed for the latter, I say this only because the implication is that they will not notice what is being done to their urban habitat. In other words, it is designed for them because it is designed for people that will not complain.

I think that the remaining valuable public places are slowly becoming vehicular destinations wherein the endpoints are dressed up for their guests and the automobile passageways between them are neglected or handed over to economic market forces. Simply because nobody is looking at them.

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On the transition to an almost car-free existence in the transitless suburbs

Even though I live in a transit-less and distant suburb of Toronto, I have so reduced my use of the car that it is now perfectly feasible to get rid of it and rent a car when needed. Since I have not yet taken this step -- I will probably keep it until it needs to be replaced and then not replace it -- I have now found myself in the position of having to take it out for "walks" now and again so that it doesn't succumb to a flat battery or just rust into place and cease to be mobile.

Though I don't find it particularly clever, here is how it's done. It won't work for everyone, but it will work for a lot of people who say it won't work for them:

  1. Take transit to work: this gets rid of the main legitimate reason for having private transportation
  2. Establish a walking routine: decide for yourself that it's good for you to get out for a walk at least a few times a week
  3. When you walk, make it count: rather than walking in big circles or a circuit, walk somewhere useful. This is not brilliant. It is the simple act of running errands, except that you do it on foot.
  4. More frequent trips make lighter work: I am now in a position of being able to do all of my grocery shopping by foot. Doing this all in one trip would not be possible on foot without a lot of pain, so I go at least three times a week. This can be combined with other errands.
  5. Rent a car for longer trips, and make that count, too: if you have to make longer trips and they are not that common, you can get by with renting a car. But when you do rent, make it count: make a plan of everything you need to do in the car and do it while you have the rental. This might include large grocery items, or other bulky or heavy things
That's about all there is to it. If you have the gift of being totally honest with yourself, you can tell whether it's really practical or not or whether you are just lazy. If you already have a car, why not use that backup as a way of trying out the above? There is no consequence. If you happen to be in a rush one day, you can use the car. But if you can't be bothered at the end of the day, it is amazing how quickly you get over that when you get outside. Habits take a few weeks to form and become normal.

After slowly becoming car-less over time, I had one weekly trip that I had been using the car for, which was about a 5 kilometre trip. It seemed too far to walk but, after trying it, it really isn't that bad. It takes about 40 minutes each way when walking with a concerted effort, whereas it took about 10 minutes in the car with all of the traffic lights and stop signs in the way. So, yes, that is an extra hour. But it's also exercise and you can listen to music, podcasts, or audiobooks while you walk. That is the reason my car had gone unused for more than 3 weeks, as it was my last remaining regular car trip.

I don't know what it will be like in the winter. I have bought some good-quality winter boots and will continue to try it. To be honest, I am more concerned about the summer than the winter as the former will be far less comfortable and has the risk of severe thunderstorms. You can dress for winter.

In the spring, summer, and autumn, you also have the option of a bicycle. In my case and in my experience, it takes about the same amount of time to do groceries by bike as it does by car when you consider the startup time of the car, the shortcuts you can take, and the fact that you can park your bike right by the supermarket door and load your groceries directly into your backpack at the self-checkout, which eliminates the parking/loading/cart return process. My grocery trip that takes 1 hour on foot (2.5km walk to, time spent in store, and 2.5km walk home) takes about 20 minutes by bike.

There are some people, I'm sure, who drive about the same distance and then go into the gym attached to the supermarket, exercise for 30 minutes (and not only pay for that privilege but also burn electricity doing it), and drive home again. Pointless?

I also find that I am less likely to over-buy when shopping on foot or bicycle. I always consider that I have to carry what I am buying. And list-making is much more important. Sometimes I will go only to buy one or two things, if that's all I need. Because the main purpose is to go for the walk.

Anyway, none of this is special or revolutionary. I am simply explaining how my mostly car-less existence in the transit-less suburbs (amongst neighbours no older than middle age and with no children, but who seem to take 3-4 car trips a day) came to be. I used to drive to work and to my weekly appointment and do all of my shopping within the context of those trips, and I went for regular walks but they were shorter and they were on a circuit that didn't go anywhere in particular, except maybe to the library or post office once in awhile. Now, I take transit to work, go on longer walks that are almost always with a purpose other than exercise, and have to take my car for a walk once in awhile to keep it healthy.

There are possibilities and feasibilities that you may not have considered.

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